
Future changing table, current home of the stuffed animalsAfter 5 years in New York City, I'm back in the sunshine state, excited to see how the next chapter of my life unfolds. Inspired by my friends, the journalist in me couldn't resist a chance to share what God is doing in my life, family, friends, church, city and generation. I'd love to invite you along on my journey as we fulfill the purposes of God together.

Future changing table, current home of the stuffed animalsOur new addition
He's really fun!Go Gators! A game night out in Gainesville with green nachos! This town goes crazy!
It's a girl! I'm not good at creating suspense like some people (Raina wins so far), so I'm just spilling it. Thanks for voting! It was a close race but those who guessed a girl were right. We kind of thought we would have a girl first. We had a girl name and not a boy name so having a girl would make it easier. Then when Hurricane Hanna came by, I thought maybe we would have a little hurricane Hannah of our own.
Hannah Nicole Babinetz made her photo debut yesterday. She was very obedient, moving enough to see her beating heart, cute little nose, cool little spine, two bony legs, an empty stomach (literally, it's a black space) and what makes her a little girl. Some things you can only see in the DVD which is so neat! I haven't felt her move yet so I was rally glad to see her wiggling around. If she's like me, she probably wanted to sleep in! But she listened to her parents and moved enough to let us know she is alive and well.
Why Hannah Nicole? In 2004, I was sitting in my dead end job in NYC, lonely and wondering if I would ever have a family. I knew 10 people who were pregnant; from my over-40 year-old boss, to my sister on her fourth child, to my high school friend who was never going to have kids. And my simple question was, “God, why not me? Why can’t you trust me with a child?” I was happy for the others but it just seemed so impossible for me. It was a selfish question but God patiently listened. He reminded me of Hannah in the Bible. Hannah was married but unable to have children. Her husband was married to another woman, Peninnah, who easily had many children. Hannah poured her heart out to God and promised that if He gave her a child, she would dedicate that child to serve Him. Eli, the man of God, saw her praying and spoke over her that she may receive that which she had asked for. She returned home and gave birth to Samuel who became a great prophet. God showed me that Samuel had to be born at a specific time in history in order to fulfill his destiny. Hannah may have wanted a child sooner but it wasn’t his time. There were others in the Bible who had to wait like Sarah, Rachel, and Elizabeth. Their children had a great purpose to fulfill in a specific time. God showed me that having children isn’t about the parent’s desire; it’s about the child’s destiny. So Hannah had to wait for God’s perfect timing for Samuel’s life. Samuel was not born by Hannah’s will; he was born by God’s will. He was born by the Spirit, not by the flesh.
So I believe He told me that someday I would have a daughter and I was to name her Hannah because she would be born of the Spirit. She would be born in God’s perfect time to fulfill her specific purpose. Her name would always be a reminder that her decisions, from ministry to career to marriage to her own children, would be born of the Spirit and not of the flesh. She would learn to hear the voice of God and do things His way, not her own. I liked the sound of the middle name Nicole with Hannah. When Nick and I were engaged, I shared the name Hannah with him but not a middle name. It wasn’t until after we were married that I bothered looking up the meaning. I discovered that Nicole is the female version of Nick! Both names mean “Victory of the people”. So God put it in my heart to name my daughter after my husband before I ever met him. Before we were engaged, Nick discovered that our names both mean, “Victory”, his being “Victory of the people” and mine being “Victorious in God”. So I believe God has spoken over us that we are to be victorious as a family no matter what struggles we face or failures we experience. His word is always true, even when it doesn’t look good. We, and all believers, will be victorious if we just remember who we are in Him.
Now here we are, almost five years later, and the child God spoke into my heart is now alive inside of me. Hannah is truly a child of promise. As the first Hannah said, “I prayed for this child, and the LORD has granted me what I asked of Him.” 1 Samuel 1:27
Nick has never seen a Batman movie but based on the traditional idea of Batman saving the day, he proved why he got his nickname (before my time). A few weeks ago, his parents were here and we were in the kitchen. He was looking out the window as usual and I said something like, “He likes to protect the neighborhood…” and the next thing I know, he’s running out the door. It turns out he saw a child in our neighborhood steal a purse out of a car and went running after him. The child tried to pretend it was his, but when Nick confronted him, he dropped the purse and ran. So Nick knocked on doors to find the owner, return her purse and warn her to be careful. This was the same child that Nick saw in a neighbor’s car but the child didn’t take anything that time. Nick had yesterday off and around 3 pm, he saw the same child walk out of a townhouse that was not his own with a Play Station. Then the child went in again and came out with a CD! So Nick called the police. They took him seriously, brought in a K-9 unit, found the child, called his mom home from work and returned the stuff to the owner, a single mom of four. The mom of the child who stole the things had no idea what was going on. She was a little upset at Nick for not telling her first but Nick has never met her and she was not home. This was the third time Nick caught the child and he was not playing games. He has a heart for little kids to be reached while they are young because if they are not dealt with, things will only get worse. The child was only 8! Maybe that is just the wake-up call that the child needs to have to let him know that people care about him enough to hold him accountable for his actions. I read once how an author got in trouble with the police as a boy but his parents did nothing. He was devastated that no one cared enough to even tell him what was right. So our hope is that this child will change now before it gets worse and our neighborhood will be safe. I’ve been seeing some verses in Proverbs about disciplining your children properly if you really love them so maybe this is just preparation. So here are some birthday pictures. I gave my Batman a remote control batmobile to race around the neighborhood as he keeps it safe. When his parents and a few friends came over, we ended up having a silly “photo shoot” out of a box of old clothes Nick dug up. Never a dull moment in the batcave!